“What guilt?” I asked.“The same guilt of not standing by your side when you needed me the most. I heard what happened to you. I tried so much to...search you but never found you until I asked Trudy to find you for me. She used her resources and found out that you were working for her former boss, Adam.”“I wanted to come and meet you but I couldn’t. That’s the reason Trudy arranged this. She wanted you to come up like me, but to come up, you had to do something for her. And I was shocked when I. At the sound of the lock she turns around, and now I see the a****l again. Things move quickly now: I pin her to the wall and kiss her. She returns the kiss so passionate that I'm actually a bit shocked. Is this the same girl I knew for so long. She breaks the kiss, catching her breath. "What about your wife", she whispers. Without a word, I flip out my phone and show her my last message. She gasps in disbelief. "She knew? And she wants you to do this?" I just nod. Like an idiot, but what could. It came about a week later. My wife was at work and she called.“I’m having a bad day today, can we drink tonight, just the 2 of us?” she asked.Trying not to sound too excited,”Yeah thats fine, Ill have a drink ready and some clothes to change into when you get home”“Ok thats great, I love you see you when I get home”I hung up the phone and didnt realize I was hard just from the thought of it. I couldnt whack off, I had to save it for later and just. I’d better explain that. You see I’m a normal healthy 19 year-old girl, without a boyfriend, who has fantasies and sexual urges. The installation guys are out on the road just about all the time and both Tony and Sandra have to go to visit customers quite a lot.It was a Monday, the weather was warm, I was on my own at work and I was bored so I started searching the internet for sites that gave me information on my fantasy (being submissive, being dominated and getting gang-banged). I found a.