. mujhey sharum aati hai”Main ne kaha“Main kissi ko naheen bataoonga”Phir main ne us kay goolabi honton pay apney hoont rakh diye….ab mera aik...haath us ke lund pay tha….aur main ahista ahista us ke lund ko massage karney lagaa….aur wo merey lund ko rub karne lagaa….main apna aik hath us ki qameez ke under ley gaya aur us ke mulaim nipples par pherne laga…..main ne ahista ahista us ki qameez opper ki… tau us ne apne dono haath opper utha diye….main ne us ki qameez utaar ke phaink di….us ne. You fill my thoughts and my heart hurts. I wish for a different outcome. Crazy thoughts shoot through my head, bouncing off memories of you. What if I’d called sooner? I should have sent more little positive messages. I should have just asked permission to visit. If I had, you’d still be here, fighting. Then I wouldn’t have this huge ache inside. I recognize these thoughts as foolish, and I brush them aside. I focus on better, positive thoughts. On healthier imaginings. The other part of me. ... It was very warm outside and Angela had some friends over her graduation party. They were all out back in the swimming pool enjoying themselves and tanning. As I said before, I never thought of my daughter in a sexual way but it was a different story with her friends. Every time her friend Stacy came over, I had to go to my room and relieve myself. This girl had a nice firm ass, big tits, blonde hair, blue eyes, and all I could ever do was drool over her. My daughter came inside to ask me. "I got you a present today, Caren." I took out the tee shirt and displayed it to laughter and applause."Yup, that's me and my vacation. Thank you, Ray, I will wear it proudly." She went to put it on but decided that she was too oily from the tanning lotion and it would wait.Caren emptied the wine bottle into the glasses. I lit a fat joint and toked up. I passed it to Candace first."I haven't smoked pot in years. I'll take a few hits and then I'll be on my way." Why? You said that Perry was at.