I sometimes wondered if it would ever fade, and decided, it never would. She was one of those rare women who even in old age would still radiate sex a...peal.My father didn't seem to mind the way mother drew men to her, in fact he seemed to revel in it because he had what they all wanted, and I'm as sure as I can be that mother was never unfaithful to him.* * * * * * * *At age twenty two I graduated from the university BA (Hon). The plan had been for me to go on to further studies, but instead I. What I mean is you, that you don’t change. Helen, somehow, despite your background and experiences, you have remained an innocent. That is what we want you to remain. You can become more sexual, more adventurous, and more open about sex with us, the dogs or even others in our extended group, but we want you remain the woman that somehow looks at the things with an open and fresh view of what she sees. However you have managed to hold onto that we want you retain it.”Her eyes teared and a drop. “Are uh… You going to stay shirtless?”Rikki nodded. “Yup! I figure you’ll earn it, and I hate wearing clothes anyways.” “Well you cam always take off more if you want!” Tyler said boldy.Rikki gave him a look that said, You wish.So, they studied and did school work for a couple of hours, Tyler stealing glances every few minutes or two, and then Rikki got dressed and went home. Every week or two when there was an exam or essay for history, Rikki would go to Tyler’s house, take off her top and bra. ”“Yeah, we tried to make it work, taking that extended vacation together. However, the constant attention overwhelmed her.”“She really needed to be a part of something, not just tagging along in your wake. Now, she can lord it over everyone who avoided you before.”“It may give her a sense of purpose, but it was a drain on me. I couldn’t look them in the eye, knowing I’d let them down by not anticipating the negative response from the medical establishment.”“Believe me; no one blames you, though.