I smiled as I overheard one little girl tell another, “I thought Mindy was smart, but Rebecca is woke.”It was an eye-opener for Rebecca, seeing th...se girls. Mindy’s age and younger. Intellectually she knew they were around town. That poverty existed. But seeing these real-life girls, talking with them, hugging them ... well the contrast with her own daughter was brought home in a powerful way.Rebecca told me, yet again, “I don’t know how to thank you, Winter. Sorry, I keep saying that.” She is. "Yes, Ma'am. Move the airplane." We'll put the rollers back and wind up the cable while you check for sticks and stuff." Wendy said, "we're not completely mean about it." Don't forget to move any cactus. Take a shovel. There's always one in the potty." Kim gave me a hint, "If we get back, you should pay attention when a crew chief gives guided tours." He couldn't pay attention if it cost a quarter," laughed Wendy. My wife ... what was I thinking?Having multiple lovers is probably fun ... some. As we rounded the corner I saw a sectionof what looked like real cocks attached to harnesses. "That's so realgirls can fuck each other," giggled Priscilla. "Or their husbands." You seem to know a lot about this stuff," Aunt Bev observed.I had a girlfriend that like to be the boy a lot, she started off smalland got, oh shit, I'll be outside." She spun and disappeared in thedirection of the door as an older woman came down the aisle toward us.She kept going but soon stopped near some S&M gear.I'd. A few hoursbefore I would have eagerly jumped up to answer it. One simple littlekiss had messed things up to the point where even a phone call was morethan I wanted to deal with. What did that say about my ability to handlea relationship?I think that I may have progressed from first date to major relationshipproblems faster than any other human had ever done. Somewhere there wasa schizophrenic monkey with way too much control over my life. I reallyneeded to figure out how to get my life out of.