I started to feel a bit nervous, I wanted to bolt out of the door, leave and never return... He must have sensed this and moved to the side of me and ...as now blocking my exit"It's ok, you don't have to be nervous, I'm here to help you" he said to try and reassure meI tried to respond but all that came out was a stutter, why the fuck had I gone to the shop, I just wanted to leave"You were looking at videos, is there anything in particular you were interested in?" Erm, err" was all I could. The most terrifying piece I had orderedwas the Gynecological Exam Chair. That scared me. The operating lightswould be able to be used on this apparatus also.My Claire would have all she desires for her fantasy of being aDominatrix, provided by her loving Jim, unquestionably and somewhatnervously.____________________________________________________ClaireJim has been a busy little beaver, hustling around, building, measuring,painting, making the worst racket.He seems so happy.I have been busy. The students were only in one part of the field, and I was alone as I jogged for most of it. I jiggle-joggedlike the big-titted bimbo, I was training to be, but I took stock of what had happened to me today.I had to carry my heels in my teeth as I finished my jog. I probably looked pathetic. I definitely understood my son’s observation that I wasn’t supposed to feel sexy and empowered. I felt trashy and exposed.Surprisingly, none of it seemed all that bad. In fact, I was relieved that my son. You are the first of a new species. If it’s any consolation, your new organ should make you quite the bachelorette in lesbian circles. Does she have testicles, Yavara?”“No.” Yavara said, her inquisitive fingers prodding me. “Fascinating.” “Is that all you can say?!” I screamed at him, encompassed with my horror. Tears streaked down my face as I realized the permanency of my situation. I was never going home again. I would be outcast as a freak by the elves, damned to live my life as a curiosity.