At least she got to dress up and become awoman, a woman the young men found very attractive. What they did toher however she found demeaning, rubbing ...p against her, using hermouth as a depository for their sperm, spurting their issue over herbuttocks and legs without any display of affection, sentiment ortenderness made her feel used, dejected and common.She was also pragmatic about her physical reaction to her treatment.Charlotte knew that becoming sexually aroused during these sessionswas. At least she got to dress up and become awoman, a woman the young men found very attractive. What they did toher however she found demeaning, rubbing up against her, using hermouth as a depository for their sperm, spurting their issue over herbuttocks and legs without any display of affection, sentiment ortenderness made her feel used, dejected and common.She was also pragmatic about her physical reaction to her treatment.Charlotte knew that becoming sexually aroused during these sessionswas. "Harlan, please keep in touch. It's going to be hard for me at first not having you around," she said."Yeah to baby sit," I said, laughing. Her face darkened."Harlan—" Sorry, Jen, that was a cheap shot." Even though it's probably true, I thought. She tendered me a slight smile. "Say hello to Marie for me; I did love the babies."The divorce was uncontested and easy. Three months after our final meeting at the restaurant it was over. I was alone. I wasn't sure about her.The terms of the divorce. She told me she was not fucking another guy until he married her. She said all guys are the same, once they get what they want they go looking for someone new.So, for the past two years I could not make love to her in the normal way. For her sexual relief she taught me how to suck her pussy. For my relief she made me jerk off. At first I was reluctant to jerk off while she watched but she got me to do it by saying how big my cock was and how good it would feel when she allowed me to fuck.