A few minutes later, I was watching mom and her new husband humping like teenagers right next to me and admittedly it was a huge turn-on. I was jealou... and aroused at the same time. It was at that point that I decided I definitely needed a boyfriend of my own to fill my needs whenever I desired.After that episode, I didn't have to sit in my lonely room listening to them doing it in the next room. I had permission to watch them humping like rabbits and they both took turns spanking me just to. I wondered if he was going to Jake's party and just who he would find to replace me. Cleo had talked with Flo finally. She discovered Flo merely went home and and fallen fast asleep while waiting for Cleo. Then woke up mad because Cleo hadn't shown up. Which is why she didn't call anyone to let us know Cleo was missing.Cleo and I were getting ready for Dean's party. Cleo kept referring to it as "Dean's Pity Party." Since I don't know who will be there I'll wear this. What do you think?" Cleo. "I don't remember fighting with him." He said that you talked back to him," she told me."Mother I didn't talk back," I said "I would never ..." I don't want to hear it Bobbie," she said as she cut me off "You know itdoesn't really matter what you say." Yes mam," I said."I'm going to keep you home from school tomorrow," she said "I want tomake sure your head is okay. For now I want you to go to bed and staythere until morning." Yes mam," I said and went to bed.The next afternoon I was putting. For the first time. I never knew what happened to my mother and I tried to resolve it in many ways. One way was in thinking she was abducted by aliens. I didn’t think she was unhappy, I only thought she wasn’t able to contact me. I remember wishing I could be abducted too so I could be with her. Having those thoughts was how I hung onto my love for her, always believing she loved and missed me as much as I did.’ ‘But you knew you couldn’t trust me due to my nature,’ she offered not.