She gave an "urrggg" sound of horrified disgust, and yet she made no effort to avoid what the man was doing to her. With his fingers he worked the shi... right into her mouth until it was completely full. He then took some time to scoop another good handful of shitty muck from the toilet, all the time Eve waiting submissively for more shit, he then plasted the shit thickly onto her face, packing it all over until there was only two eyes looking out from amongst the sloppy, dirty muck of shit. Without thinking I grabbed her by the wrist to stop her. As she tried to pull away from me, all of a sudden I reached around her waist with my other arm, picked up about a foot off the floor, and pulled her into the shower with me. I was naked, she was not.She started to scream, "Mark, stop this. No, this is wrong of you." but her voice changed once she was under the shower.The cool water must have cooled her temper, but I could still sense her displeasure with me. Hernightie was now thoroughly. I opened up mom's nightstand, there was a DVD and other stuff in it, but no sex toys. I looked around, if my mom had sex toys, where would she hide them? Maybe in her closet, I thought. I got into mom's closet. I moved some boxes that were on the bottom of the closet. I must have hit something because the wall moved opened. I looked inside and found a box.Inside the box, I discover a couple of my mom's vibrators and some other sex toys. I also found some magazines and DVDs there too. I couldn't. They may feel futile.They aren't.You will feel discouraged.You should.This is normal in chaos. But, this is also normal epidemic trajectory.Stay calm.This enemy that we are facing is very good at what it does; we are not failing. We need everyone to hold the line as the epidemic inevitably gets worse.This is not my opinion; this is the unforgiving math of epidemics for which I and my colleagues have dedicated our lives to understanding with great nuance, and this disease is no exception.We know.