I tell him to come out to me. But he says he cannot, the rock-weed is in the way and in other places there is land.I swim back and forth so far as the...water will allow me, and he is right. I sense that the rock-weed is very high, so high that I may not go over it. And I sense that it is sharp on top, so that if I try to go over it I may be speared by the edges and catch terrible hurt that will take me to the land. And on the sides of the rock-weed is the land, and it is also high.But there is. She was old enough now to know better. Not that it made it any easier as she slowly climbed the small stone steps into the building."Hi!" she began with a friendly smile as she greeted the miserable looking receptionist.There was no response. The receptionist was about 50, hunched over and staring at Leanne blankly through her thick glasses. There was a magazine open in front of her, which Leanne had apparently distracted her from. After a moment or two, the young woman decided to continue."I. I drove to our favorite diner, got us a corner booth, ordered three big milkshakes and started talking, telling them that I loved them, then asking them to forgive me for not seeing, for not understanding that something was wrong. After telling them what I’d been told about their mentor I asked them to please tell me what had happened. Alanna started talking, waving her hands around in small, agitated movements. There had been two times where Zelena had been forced to sit on her hands for. She asked if I was interested in her.I was honest when I told her I thought about her a lot when Carol and I were having sex. I went on to tell her that was as far as I would ever let it go though, just in my mind. I was truly married and would not cheat on my wife.Amy asked that if Carol wanted to share me, would that make me change my mind.I told her that would make a difference.Amy said that I should not be surprised then if Carol asked me to include her in our lovemaking before our vacation.