The first thing I'd noticed as I held him was his erection, a hard, hot bar that I could feel even through our clothes.Now don't get me wrong, I know ...oung men are horny creatures and Kevin was seeing a beautiful girl. It's just that I hadn't, until that moment, realised just how grown up he'd become.My little boy wasn't so little any more and was definitely not a boy, he was a man!The second shock had taken a little longer to permeate its way into my consciousness. It was an odour, a muskiness. I spent a good deal of time thinking about my situation. Some things wereobvious to me. First, as much as I liked it, I was living a very thinslice of a real life; there were no friends, lovers, or anyone in my lifethat cared about me. I was also becoming very bored. Second, I knew this arrangement wouldnot continue forever, but the statute of limitations on securities fraudwas five years and so nothing would change until then. But that seemedlike forever! Third, I didn't think I could go back. " Wow, I'd sure like to ride up there... I'll bet the scenery's fantastic!" exclaimed Ginny, standing on the jeep's fender for a better look. "I sure wish I'd brought my camera. I left in such a hurry this morning, I forgot all about it." Don't worry about getting pictures," said Flo. "We'll be up here plenty of times. It's one of the most beautiful picnic spots around. Sometimes on week-ends, half the village is up here." Oh, I don't think I'd like that," Ginny decided. "Too many people would. So I agreed, not without some trepidation, to spend a few days in the hospital for tests. The first night I was there I woke up in the middle of the night, something had startled me out of a sound sleep. She was there; I knew it even before I saw her. She was standing just outside the open door to my room and for the first time she didn't look happy, she looked sad. I started to say something, but she turned and walked away, for a moment I wondered if I'd dreamed the whole thing. I got out of.