“I hear you want to kill yourself but they won’t let you. If you’re sure about it, I’ll help you do it.”Jocelyn gasped and Doctor Henderson ...ut her hand on my arm and squeezed. I shook it off and walked over to Jocelyn’s bed.“How do you want to do it?” I asked. “Pillow over the face? Strangled with IV tubes? My .22 rifle?”“Mike!” Doctor Henderson protested.I ignored her.“Go on, Jocelyn, look me in the eyes and tell me you want to die and you want my help to make it happen.”“You can’t,” she. I replied that I know what exactly you guys are doing. Her face again turn to red and asked me whether I am blackmailing to fuck her, I said I like to watching u getting nailed I also said that I wont tell to anyone at one condition. She asked what is that, everything should be done at our home only. Mom was really surprised to hear from me and gave a kiss on my cheek and she was really happy I never saw her like that.While I was watching tv mom gave me some snacks and told that the uncle is. Inoticed that he took a quick glance at my earrings. He showed me to a pew.I was surprised to see that there was already a young lady sitting there.Of course, there were already a number of people sitting in the church,but what was surprising about the girl in the pew was that she hadearrings exactly the same as mine. And she was wearing the same shade oflipstick. Her dress wasn't exactly the same as mine, but it was a more orless similar style. I guessed that she was probably wearing pink. I have everything in my house. Nothing too fancy, just loads of weights, a multi-machine and recently a treadmill. So I work 50 hours a week in the nearest town and drive home at neck-breaking speeds to work out all alone.But my most recent fetish has put a real touch of spice to my work outs. I have quite a few sex toys: men cannot be relied upon for either for sex or anything else. I even secretly wear some remote controlled, wireless ones at work. Well, what else is a young, successful,.