He would have been comfortable seeing me embarrassed and taking my clothes off.”“I’m sorry, but I have to ask.”“Last night?”“Yes.”“O... god, this is the worst.”She went on to tell me about her only experience with a male. How he had tried to show what a man he was by making her take hold of him, how he bragged that he wasn’t a sissy and that is why he refused to go down on her. And finally, without much in the way of foreplay, knowing full well she was a virgin, he had thrust into her without. I wanted to fuck badly and bury my cock in a very primal way into Graces ass.I heard Grace ask her friend if she wanted more ice tea as she was getting up to go into the kitchen for more. When Grace opened the sliding glass door she saw me and my obvious low hanging cock in my shorts. She paused at the door while closing it not quite sure what to do next. But I did.I took her by the hand wordlessly and took her to my bedroom where I closed the door. I told her to get down on her hands and. I nod my head and he gets up and opens my passenger side door.It begins to dawn on my why he would want it and I cry out.“No! Please! Don’t do that to me! Not there! Please not there!”He tells me to be quiet as he searches my purse. I am afraid of anal sex. I had only tried it once, with Joshua. But, he was too big. It hurt. I don’t want to be torn. But I am frozen into place as he returns and kneels behind me. I hear a snap as the bottle opens. I jump as the cool liquid touches my little. In my sophomore year in high school I got interested in drama. I was in every school play for the next three years. I thought of being an actress. It made Dad laugh but he said the world was my oyster. I could do whatever I wanted too. What I really wanted was my Dad. I know that's wrong but he was everything to me.I always hugged and kissed my Dad. It was just natural for us. Ever since I was a little girl I would get in bed with him when I had nightmares. He always made me feel so safe. As I.