I didn't tellher all of the things we had done at night that first week. I just told herI had agreed to spend the week as Lori and found that I didn't...want torevert back to being Danny when the week was over.After I answered all of her questions she asked, "Lori, if it didn't matterwhat anyone else thought what would you like to do?" Doctor, right now I would have to say that I want to be Lori." Then that's what you should do. You are not breaking any laws by dressingas a woman unless you are. Ye to main b janta tha ki wo koi sharif nahi hai bas natak kar rahi hai.Ye dekh kar mera gussa aur bad gaya ki khud wo ladki ek ladke ke sath uske kamre me galat halat me pakdi gayi aur uupar se keh rahi hai ki sharif hu , ye dekh kar mene soccha ki isse sidha sidha nahi chodna badi tersa ke chodna hai, kuch ese ki ye khud de.Jab mene usse kaha ki ab to me tera pta police ko bta raha hu to usne mere per pakad liye aur rone lagi, esa kar hue uske suit jo ki low cut tha uske momme dekh rahe the. Next week, I came to the clinic in a loose T-shirt, and a skirt. It was a similar lazy Sunday afternoon, and just before 1pm,I started putting my make-up expecting him to show up. It was 1:30pm and there was no sign of the guy. Disappointed, I locked the clinic, and headed to the doctor’s room to collect my belongings, when I heard footsteps of someone approaching, and I knew it was him. I took him to the Doctor’s room for examination. I knew that this is my only chance to get this guy do. You did not see him laugh and shake his head, as he returned to his coffee. "What is wrong with me," you chastised yourself. "I made a fool of myself." Still you could not get his face, his smile out of your mind. You shook your head, trying to clear the unclean thoughts and got ready for bed. Your head hit the pillow and you closed your eyes but you couldn't sleep. You tossed and turned. It wasn't so much the click-clack of the train but the visions that kept you awake. You got up, still.