Last week was our first time together after a few months of online banter. I had told him over those months some of my most base sexual secrets and ou... evening had progress along those lines. After entering his house and dispensing with the awkward first time conversation, I was told to get comfortable and quickly doffed my clothes and got on my knees in the subservient position. Daddy had stood in front of me with just enough distance between us that I was having to bend to shower kisses on. Straight away I thought "What is she up to" ? Cherry had disappeared behind the curtain and although the gap was substantial I was disappointed that I couldn't see her at all. The old guy was sitting between me and the curtain and I saw that he had also noticed the curtain opening and was frequently looking sideways to see if anything could be seen. Cherry was moving around behind the curtain occasionally bumping into it which made it open a little further and there was now a gap of about 10 -. I walked over and stood there for a while before they saw me."Oh my God... ! Jake, let me explain..." She shrieked, trying to pull herself together."You have nothing to say to me you lying bitch!" I said, with all the venom I could muster. "I worshipped the ground you walked on and this is how you repay me. We're finished. You are no longer my wife. Look at me." She couldn't raise her head. I grabbed by her hair and forced her to look at me."What do you see, you fucking whore? Do you see the. I have since my teens had some fantasies about men masturbating whilst watching me or thinking of me. I also think about certain situations like doctors, physiother****ts, nurses looking at me undress or my body and women watching me is just as arousing mentally!Inevitably this posed the question of my own looking at crotches for hints of cock size and state of erection. I tend to do this in public places where I am just a face in the crowd rather than in familiar places and setting. Trains.