I felt so at peace being a woman, being Bambi and liking men.It seemed so natural to find a muscular man such as Sean sexy and want tobe with him.I ea...ed out of my bed wearing a pink baby tee with the word Barbiewritten on it and a pair of boy shorts. I went to and looked through mynow walk in closet which was full of dresses, high heels and otherfeminine delicates. My dresses were mostly different shades of pinks andpurples but I did have a ton of little black dresses. I knew Seanpreferred me. There was nothing to look forward to here.He'd been depressed since well before the divorce, and though he was doing better now that he'd found a good therapist, he still was having a hard time feeling good about life. He hadn't had the energy to spend time on his hobbies, or with his friends even. It was just work, home, maybe an hour of fitful channel-surfing or Facebook browsing, and then sleep until work again.At least it was Friday, and so there was nothing he had to do tomorrow morning.. ”Thirty minutes later, the final box was moved into the shelter. One of my bodyguards closed and locked the shelter doors. Turning to Ken I said, “I guess we’re done for today, Ken. I need to get back home for another meeting.”“I’m glad it’s you going to all these meetings. I hate meetings.”I stepped inside and thanked Carla for the iced tea. My ladies and bodyguards were standing beside the porch when I returned.“Everyone ready to go home?”Everyone was, so we walked over to the pile of boxes,. It’s crazy ... actually it’s not, but it seems crazy. I need to talk to her about it first.”“Right,” I said.I was actually relieved to be left alone in the kitchen.I might not have been so relieved, had I known what Hannah had in mind. It appears that, when she got married, her mother gave her some advice. Hannah had difficult periods too, when she was younger, and her very pragmatic mother knew of a “home remedy” that had helped women in the family over the generations.It was to engage in.