Cat turned back to him. "I bet you're right. Say, have you ever been with a black girl?" What? Eww, no!"Oh, great. A man-c***d who's homophobic and ra...ist. The trifecta. "Well, one night with her..." Cat gestured towards Susan. "...and you're going to want to..." Cat made her voice breathy, slow and dripping with sex. "...fuck..." She drew the word out. "...every black woman you see." She gave him a smokey look. "But then I'd be all alone." She reached out and rubbed his arm slowly. "You. If I go all that way for nothing..." Yeah?" I'm going to kick the shit out of you, Eddie!" Yeah! Great! I'd deserve it!"I got my mom's okay to spend the night at Eddie's and I rode my bike the five miles over there.Emily was home!"Okay," I said to him as I looked at her beautiful, budding body in her plaid halter top and tight, blue jean cut-offs. That red hair was glowing in the sunshine and whirling as she did cart- wheels, for her mother and younger sisters, on the front lawn. Emily was. Out of nowhere he says, men are better anyway and gave a really quick squeeze on my package. It was lighting fast and he just kinda laughed and took another toke. I wasn't sure what to think but the first thing that came to mind was to just be cool, maybe it was like a pat on the ass type thing. He dressed kinda goth and I figured maybe that had something to do with it. I stayed a little longer before walking home.He called me in the early evening the next day to see if I was down to study and. I tried to pull her towards the house and began apologizing for my lack of consideration but Tammy wasn't budging. She fell into me, pressing her body into mine, her arms locked around my neck in a death grip.I peeled her off of me long enough to pick up my briefcase and toss it back onto the front seat and then I scooped Tammy up in my arms and carried her into the house.I set her down in the foyer and tried to calm her enough to talk. She was shivering uncontrollably and I knew I needed to.