" He ran his hands through his hair as he thought how to say the next part. His wife listened, not wanting to interrupt him, knowing he needed to say ...hat was warring in his head and heart. "It was amazing. Then, I don’t know. I began to panic. I worried that maybe I'd just lost you. That maybe I'd just lost you and I was the one that allowed it to happen." he looked at her then, "I just needed to know. Needed to know I still had you. That we were okay, I guess. Sorry. I kind of jumped on. She knew that I would be watching.Thus we parted, she to a morning of reading in the library, I to my journal to record my thoughts and observations.Her smile burns into my mind's eye, blinding my observations of the others aboard.Diary of Arthur CorbettThursday - at Livingston, MontanaI stand beside the wall that divides my compartment from Megan's and listen to the sounds of passion that filter through the rich paneling. Since our breakfast, she has not spent a night alone, welcoming her. I enjoyed the pressure and warmth of his body over mine, he started at my bouncing boobs, and we both moved in a crescendo and came together, strongly, again. He kissed me softly, we showered and left to do our duties. I arrived back home first late afternoon. I changed to wear something very casually, yet sexy: flip flops, tight white shorts and a red t-shirt. I brushed my hair so the long waves felt over my shoulder to disguise my braless boobs. Jim and Ben arrived almost at the same time. It. I won't be here, because I have some stuff to do in town." Granddad, how can you let him do those things to me?" You're a slut, Amanda. I didn't believe it at first, when your father told me, but seeing you earlier, letting yourself be tied up... "Granddad shook his head."William and his friends are paying to use you. I'll sort your share out at the end of the week. I'd fuck you myself if you weren't my own flesh and blood. Now, get some sleep. You've got a long day tomorrow."Granddad went up.