I stopped at a small alcove and sat on a park bench to have a cigarette and enjoy the gothic ambience.I noticed men were walking about the pathways be...ween the graves and were disappearing into some bushes. I followed and realised I had come across a circle jerk. 5 or 6 men were in a circle jerking and a number were in the bushes watching. It was weird. No contact just watching. Well I like to be touched so I didn't join the circle but stayed hidden in the bushes and unzipped. I also unbuttoned. I am scared that I am going to start changing soon. Idon't want to get big and hairy, with big muscles and a deep voice. I canlook like a girl now but soon it will be too late." What do you mean that you can look like a girl?" Sometimes when I am round at Jenny's place, I dress up in her clothes. Itis so nice, I can be a girl, for all the time that I am there. Her mumknows and she doesn't mind. I want to be a girl and I don't know what todo next." How long have you felt this way?" Ever since I. But part of me was excited to see how things would turn out. The rest of the night was very uneventful. Chris and I talked a little more, but not much. After our parents retired and headed off to bed in the cabin, Chris and I walked down to the dock. We sat down and looked out over the water. It was dark. It had to be about eleven. Chris pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He lit one for himself. He took a long drag and then offered me the cigarette. I took it. I inhaled the smoke. I. Jennifer whispers in my ear, "that's a CB 6000 chastity device, and ifyou don't start behaving, I'll have YOU in one, bitch." She nips my earwith her teeth as I cringe in horror.Susan moves onto the maid in the soft pink dress. She stares at hisface a moment and says, "very good Brittany, I am pleased with yourprogress." Brittany beams with pleasure as he shows his CB 6000, andSusan moves on. "Oh, thank you, Ms!"A frown comes over Susan's face when she stops in front of the maid inthe baby.