She's really nice to me, and incrediblybeautiful. Actually, all the women here are surprisingly good-looking. Itold Chiacl so, and she said it was b...cause their medicine woman givesthem special potions. If that's true, she should go work for Revlon orsomething and make a few billion dollars.Feb. 22, 2000Started digging the schoolhouse's foundation! I'm exhausted. The peoplehere are great; it's like a Disney version of an Amazon tribe, whereeverybody is friendly and helpful. And beautiful.. Jim said, “I am going to go deeper and I need to move up the table."“Okay, I'm good,” I said. I was feeling incredible, and harder than I had ever been in my life.I felt his knees on either side of my waist, but not much of his weight. His hands were stoking and pushing deep up my back to my shoulders. With every long stroke up my back, he pushed all the stress and tension away.It was then that I noticed something laying on my ass crack that slid with each push. I wasn’t sure what I felt and so. ”“You felt abandoned?”“Yeah.”“Like Francie?”“Em...”“Jacob, I didn’t fuck Tony to get back at you.” She rolled farther toward me and kissed me gently.“You won’t understand until you’re a senior and turn eighteen. All of a sudden you start seeing people as a lost opportunity. You think, ‘I’ll never have a chance to see if we could be a match.’ Or even, ‘I wish I’d fucked him before it was too late.’ Everything changes when you turn eighteen.”“The National Service?”“Yeah. It’s easy to ignore until. “Hey!” I yell. “Bugger off! Leave her be.” Changing direction, I stride over towards the glass enclosure. The thugs look my way, surprised.“Get a grip!” they whine. “We’re just teasing!”Brandishing my cell, I tell them to fuck off before the police get there. They retort, “Protecting your fat-assed girlfriend, eh?” But they move on, nonetheless.“You okay?” I ask. They had her verging on tears; now the dam breaks..