‘I don’t understand.’ ‘You look like a princess, like a fucking cartoon drawing. So, why is your grandmother wanting to set you up with me? An... why are you willing to go along with this? To marry a stranger? Share his bed? Have his babies? Or are you already pregnant and grammy is trying to buy the bastard a daddy?’ Lila’s mouth dropped open and her eyes snapped back to his. ‘What? I… never… dear god no! I’ve never even had…’ Lila stopped, completely flustered, she felt tears sting her eyes.. I never really liked boys so I always considered myself lesbian. What made it worse was every day that passed made the feelings stronger but since she was my best friend, I vowed to that day I would never tell her. So that is the one thing I have never told Bella.--- PresentJumping back ahead 6 months, we told each other pretty much anything. A week later was my birthday party. I only invited my close friends and of course Bella. I thought tonight would be a good time for me to try and tell her. They also were able to swim like fish, and…did not appear to have as much clothing on as we did!Frolic pushed me toward the raised hot tub and then called out to the girls, “Did you two get everything put away and all of the prep done for tomorrow’s guests?”“Yeah… Hey, whose he?” The smaller of the two said. The two girls stopped and squatted in the water making it difficult to tell much about them. The sun was behind them and the soft glow of the light behind them gave them an angelic glow.“He. She was sitting as close as she could to me with her hand on my thigh. She was wearing a skirt, blue as I remember, and a white blouse. Her blond hair shining in the sun light, we stopped in a parking place by the lake and watched the many people enjoying the day as we were.We would from time to time kiss as we talked about the things lovers talk about as they enjoy each others company. We sat there for perhaps an hour just enjoying one another’s company. She said“I have something I want to.