I will admit that at that time, in my heart at least, I was in two minds about the plan. Yeah one side of me really wanted to go through with it. The ...ther kind-a of wanted to preserve my old life. I should imagine lots have people have had second thoughts about a big a step they are about to take, during the planning stage.Think about all those poor souls back in the seventieth and eighteen centuries who set off for a new life on the other side of the world in rickety sailing ships on journeys. I was frenetically fingering my self while texting : i didn't really understand fully what it implied. but i went with it anyway, because it felt so right. i deserved it, for being such a slut. i answered that i wouldn't tell and asked what did i have to do next. he responded that i had to take the pill for now on, because good girls fuck raw, and gave me the adress of a motel where i needed to go to spend the next saturday in. in a part of town where my mom said i should nether go alone, even. Something horrible happened yesterday and I don't know what to do about it."Lloyd had sat up in his chair to pay close attention. "What happened?"Adam began to tell the story of the birthday lunch and what had spawned it and how they were having a bit of fun until that fateful moment. He related with pain the moment that Brent had recognized Jeanette on the stage and the aftermath. Both Adam and John were very worried about their friend and both had tried to call him on his cell with no result.. I went up to him. He asked me to turn around and face the class. He handed me the book and asked me to read the section on the penis. As I did, all the boys began giggling. I didn’t know what they were giggling about, and neither did my sisters.“Kiara,” sir said at last, “have you ever seen a penis?”“No, sir,” I answered with a shake of my head.“What about you two?” he asked my sisters.They, too, denied having ever seen one. We weren’t lying. We had never seen a penis until that day. Neither of.