You know I've alwaysliked you", he said smiling. His eyes shone and I detected astrong scent on the air. It felt good. I felt good. Thewhole ide... was good. At long last, I might know myself.At that moment, I didn't feel tired at all. It was like athousand people had pushed me into this, all expecting me toat last free myself from the bonds of society. And, witheach passing second, it became less and less a struggle as Ifell into John's arms.Warmth rushed over me and made me. Office yelling I would sit on the Floor next to my mother . When I would get that crazy eyed look she would point to her heel. I remember being small and having to struggle to remove her extremely well keep feet from her heel. and what now is the action and smell that fuels me cock as a older man, I would hear that woosh pull sound and smell of leather and nylons. Mom had size 6 1/2 to 7 1/2 feet her toe's were always painted black. I remember smelling her heel's and she would spread her . Don't ask me how, but a girls got herintuition.So I get up the nerve and lean out the door and ask her to come into myroom. I'm shaking, almost buckling at the knees, as she follows me intomy room, with my secrets all laid out to bear for someone to finallysee. I can see her face was kind of shocked, but in an entertained kindof way way. Her face had "I knew it" written all over it.I held up a dress up to my body and asked her "what do you think?" Andshe replies in her spanish accent,. I wasn't going to take that from her. She wasn't going to treat our friends like she had without explaining why.As she turned to walk away, I asked, "You spend damn near four hours with another man and you cannot take a few minutes to tell me what's going on? When will be a good time for you?" I don't know," she responded. "Maybe never the way I feel now." Oh, we will talk about things, and it will be sooner rather than later," I retorted, "because I have questions galore, including some about.