There I found a box of adult videos and she came into the room as I brought them out and showed me all that was in there. She said that they were her...husband's stash but many she had picked out! She told me to take them to the room and tell Patrick that I had stumbled upon them in the laundry room.Once back at the bedroom, I quickly started looking through the pile of DVD's. Many were of black men and white women. As I looked and explored one of the DVD's Lilly startled me when she said,. B. Some characters are borrowed from a famous TV series, but don't take it as an offence to them, I write this out of admiration, and if you think it through, a hot man as Harvey was must have urges like any other, he is no barbie's ken.***Here I am again my dear readers, and right after that hot scene where Harvey was involved, I was at a crossroads. Should I tell Sabrina what I saw? Should I tell Harvey that I saw him doing and blackmail him? Not really… I know for a fact that Sabrina was. As soon as I sat down she leaned on my shoulderWhy don't you think you can? I ask softlyI babble nonsense while she waited for an answerYou really liked itOf courseHow honest she said sticking closer to meIn her hands the coffee steamedIf you like what are you waiting for?I lowered my arm looking for her hip and I clung to her hard moving her towards me.She smiled and stopped, looked at me and smiled again, her eyes full of complicity dancing between my lips and my eyes, I noticed the slight. By the end of the week, I had bred a monster that the video footage no longer placated. Soon I came to crave something more. I needed flesh and blood, not smoke and mirrors.I had no right to judge her past, and I wrestled with the implications of what I had witnessed. Back then she had been single, was none of my business who she'd had. But that did not stop me imagining what it would be like to watch her with a man now.That Sunday evening, when she was back home, I broached the matter of her.