.. What time is it?”“8:30”“Really?! Oh ... I ... I honestly had no idea, babe! I’m sorry I fucked up our early-morning play date!” I wince....“You sure did,” she said sweetly instead of sour. “Must have been one hell of a party out at the old farmhouse last night.”“Yeah ... yeah, Dad FORCED me to drink some really good bourbon, and then we got to talking late into the night ... and...” And as I spoke, the other extracurricular activities that we partook in suddenly flooded my fuzzy brain cavity,. ”Well, the house next door wouldn’t impress the people from Andalusia that he needed to impress, but the house fit his desires otherwise. “I’d like to see the inside sometime. Put it on the list.”Friday, they looked at the house. It fit his requirements and his wallet, and it was the first house to do so. It had a master bedroom with its own bath, with two other bedrooms, a full bath, and some other rooms upstairs. It had large living and dining rooms downstairs and a small ‘parlor’ off the. Three years after our marriage, Harry wanted to plan a holiday with Ben. I would have wanted it to be just the two of us but Harry insisted and so I said ok.We decided to rent a summer villa with swimming pool outside Barcelona and would drive there in two cars.Tanya called me up one day and asked if I would like to join her for shopping and going to see a beautician.We went shopping and I was planning to buy a swimming suit, Tanya said “Why don’t you go for bikini with g-string your hubby will. .." I stopped to clear my throat. "I haven't been in, or even near, a boat since before Lucy died." I'm sorry ... I didn't mean to upset you!" It's alright, my dear. It was a bit of a shock. Perhaps it's time, after all. Let me see what I can arrange..."When I thought about it, it seemed to me to be best to try her in a dinghy first, and not in tidal waters. I arranged to borrow a car and booked a boat at Alton Water. They were phasing out Wayfarers in favour of some more modern dinghies, but I.