I looked timid and reticent in the pics ... but it worked! There'ssomething provocative about a shy sexy girl, and I had to admit that myphotos were h...t. I realized with a start that looking at myself on thatscreen was turning me on!"See?" Johnny said. "Nothing to worry about. You're doing great."I nodded dumbly and got back into position. The rest of the shootproceeded without a hitch. In a daze I peeled off the jacket. I posedevery which way ... hands on hips, back to the camera. She bent down and was caressing those flowers.Me: You’re such a romantic girl.Amy: Yup! I can’t help it!Me: That’s good, that’s good! Don’t be ashamed of it. I like romantic girls.Amy: Really?Me: Yes! I mean. It’s nice to talk to a girl that likes things like flowers, romantic movies, and whatnot.Amy: Aw, thanks, daddy!Me: Anyway. I’m going to sit down on that bench and watch you play with the flowers.Amy: Okay dad, I’ll be with you in a minute.I settled down on the bench to relax. Amy joined. ..... maybe you two can learn a few things from each other. Soccer wise" Oh daddy, please don't go on one of your rants about the dangers of sex" Well as long as you remember that I rant and the reason why I won't then" About two weeks later Megan told me that James asked her to the movies. The day came for the big date and I sat on the couch drinking a beer while she was upstairs getting ready. About 20 minutes before their movie was about to start I heard a car pull him. I went to the window. Obviously, as a parent I would do that, but it was what we felt in those last months was critical to safeguard our family unit. Today, it was easy to rationalise that during the last two years I had not functioned as a whole human being, but even in my darkest hours I had tried to be a good father, I knew that I could never take the place of their mother, but I the fact that I loved them was never in doubt. I always made sure that there was food on the table, the washing and ironing was done,.