As I slowly recovered I glanced around and saw a pastor standing at the back near me. He had a look of transfixed wonder on his face and and I hoped s...meone who could tell me who we had been listening to."Who is she?" I whispered.He shook himself as though coming out of a trance, "Her name is Jane Adams and she's singing her solo here at the service tomorrow morning and she's also going to give the sermon. I can only urge you to come early if you want to hear an extraordinary voice and an even. I called him and asked him over he said “sure.”When he got there I rolled up a joint and we smoked it then talked a little. I asked him if he wanted to watch porn. He laughed a little I think out of embarrassment that his little sis watched stuff like that but then said he wanted to see one( since it had been so long since he saw a naked women). The whole time I was thinking of how I wanted him to see me naked. We watched the porn I could tell it was turning Raja on and just knowing that was. It actually made little difference to me. Beyond a basic sexual titillation, I had no interest in her or any other girls. My sole interest was to save money and, hopefully, leave home -- and, definitely, to make it to New York. At the Liberty Cash Grocery Number 23, Charlie himself couldn't fire my interest in his numerous female contacts.On my sixteenth birthday I received a driver's permit. My stepdad refused to allow me to drive the family car, but to me the permit meant I was one step. Par lund phisal kar side mein sarak gaya. 6-7 baar aisa hi hua aur is baar lund ka topa puri tarah unki gand mein ghus gaya.Chachi dard se phir uchal padi. Main jaanta tha chachi ko dard hoga aur wo hilti rahengi. Isliye pehle to meine unki kamar se unko itna kas ke pakda ki wo inch bhi na hilne paye aur phir ek jor ke jhatke ke sath lund ko unki gand mein andar tak pel diya. Wo dard ke mare cheekhna chah rahi thi, par dar ke mare apne awaaz daba gayi. Main kuch second ki liye ruk gaya. Phir.