He leaned in, "I could talk for hours about all the things we did, but I realized something important last night." About what?"'About you," He looked ...t the door again and grabbed the fingers of my left hand, "No one is as a cuddly to sleep with as you." What?" My eyes went wide. Cuddly? Is he saying I'm fat? Is this a good thing? Do I remember how to breathe?"I've slept with, by which I mean snored against the back of, Eden, Dawn, Sara and, uh, anyways," He squeezed, "You're the best girl to. He started feeling up her abdomen firmly with his fingers. My wife trembled slightly at his touch. He explained as he examined her liver, spleen and other internal organs thoroughly, at times inserting his finger under the waistband of her skirt and panties. He then asked her to turn over to lie on her stomach. He raised her blouse to the middle of her back, and examined her k**neys and spine.He then asked my wife to get up and undress to her waist for her breast exam. She hesitated a bit, and. After years of guilt, confusion and denial, I hadfinally consulted a psychiatrist, who had subjected me to abattery of tests and extensive therapy before prescribing thefirst step in what might be the beginning of a new life for me. Iwas still not sure I wanted to give up being a man, so Dr.Elliott had counseled me to go slowly as we continued to exploremy compulsion to dress in women's clothing.I had persuaded my supervisor to let me work out of my apartmenton a trial basis, without divulging. Naan avargalin periya mulai ennathu tholai idipathai naan nangu unarnthen appozhuthu avargaludaya periya kaambugal azhagaga irunthathu athu ennathu tholai kuthiyathu.Naan auntyin pundaiyai paarthen appozhuthu avargal nighty anninthu kondu irunthaargal. Iru thudaigaluku naduvil antha pundai perithaaga azhagaga therinthathu.Naan athai paarkum pozhuthu enathu vayai athil vaithu sappa vendrum endru thondriyathu. Piragu enathu viraitha sunniyai avargal paarthaargal thidirendru avagal kizhe kunivathu.