Learning all about a person and being close to his one and only is a gift. He has a wicked sense of humor and is great with the youngsters. He even ...oes diapers! Rita has taken to him like a duck to water and I can see a bond there already. The only item I'm somewhat concerned about is the fact that I'm not yet carrying. That first weekend was memorable, I was right in my fertile period and Jay filled me up so many times with so little wasted on the run out. I'm thinking it's me and. He was ecstatic and invited me back to his dorm room to “celebrate”. The minute I entered the room my suspicions was correct. The room had gay pride posters and pictures of male movie stars on the walls. Kevin said “you can tell I am gay” and you have been looking at me all semester” how about we take our clothes off and enjoy an afternoon together? Of course I replied “yes, but I am a big man can you take it? He said “definitely” I prefer older bigger men and from what I see that I’m going to. "Ssh, Daniel. It's OK."Emily laughed again."Really, it's OK." But..." Ssh."She tugged me over to the steps and after a quick slosh to get most of my stuff off herself and me, we climbed out and took a cool shower at the side of the house and stretched out in the shade. Emily cut me off when I started to apologize again."Daniel, stop it. It's OK. It happened. You didn't hurt me."She leaned toward me and I hoped for another kiss on the lips and another taste of her mouth, but she dodged my mouth. With no place to park we have to move on.Coming within paint scrapings of Buttercup, a New Orleans river tug ... and being severely cussed at in the process ... the Captain, top hat and all, leaned out his window ... something THAT big is not a porthole.He spit a huge stream of broadleaf tobacco juice out on the river and sang, "Jag ser din outfit som du är från Finland, (I see by your outfit that you are from Finland)," in Swedish ... he sang it.Another huge gob hit the water. "Oletko eksynyt?.