I've seen the sites you visit on the Internet. I've watched some of the porn you've watched. They all show men having gay sex. I've even seen your res...onses to Craigslist postings."So there it was. I underestimated my wife's tech knowledge and her curiosity about what I did on the Internet. She had discovered my deepest secret, my biggest fantasy. The best way to describe myself is bi curious. I know that is cliché but it's the most accurate description I can find to describe myself. I don't. I waved and hauled my two bags over, and followed the guy out to the van where he put the bags in the back and I got to ride in the front. We chatted some on the twenty-minute drive, interrupted every so often as the van hit a bump or pothole and the seat slammed into my rear. It was a good thing my laptop case was padded - this drive was worse than baggage handling would have been.I arrived at the hotel, slightly the worse for wear but fully briefed on topics including which subjects to. ‘Leave her alone,’ Dex growled. He cared about Shella, but he wasn’t sure if he would be able to have sex with her, she was innocent and sweet. Shella glanced at Dex and blushed again at the look on his face. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ‘C’mon Dad, it’s my senior prom! I know Dex and I are betrothed, but I deserve to go to my senior prom!’ Shella exclaimed, hot tears filling her eyes. ‘It’s too dangerous Shella. There will be boys and drinking and …’ ‘For God’s sake dad! There are boys at school and you let. Last I heard he wasflirting with the nurses and preparing to head back to the studio."Scooter smiled before turning away. "He was also asking after his 'brokenflower'. That's you, right?"The screen went blank.I sat there trapped in this tiny body with this dead woman's face. Iwasn't crying anymore. That had been nothing more than a brief release. Itruly had finished with crying. It felt as if I had nothing left to lose,no further to sink. All that remained was a numb chill the pervaded.