Still, I didn't really want to see you afterwards." So why did you come?" You asked, after all. I was curious why you'd want to see me after all this ...ime." I never said I wanted you to disappear from my life." You never said you wanted me to stay." What if I asked you to? Stay in my life from now on?" As a friend, I take it?" Yes."I buried my head in my hands. "You're not helping in the out of sight, out of mind department." I miss having you around." Just not as a boyfriend." After a brief. "His face flushed. He gave a scoffed whisper. "I-- don't want to do that."I gained the courage after a few seconds passed by that felt like an hour. "Well why not?" I'm only on here because Nancy has been withholding sex from me." Well I'm sorry about that. So you really shouldn't give a shit whether you look at stuff on the 'net or not right?"I went over to the monitor. I shut it on.It was stuck on a woman with unbelievably enormous breasts paused as they defied gravity. The huge knockers were. Here's my first post and what better to share in my first post than my first sucking experience ever...I remember it very well, there was this new boy at school. He came from a different country and was a couple of years older than me.I was 14 years old back then and had no sexual experience other than playing with my own little penis and looking at nude magazines.Sylvio was very different compared to me. I was quite introverted while he was very outgoing and making friends with everyone. He leaned forward, placed the other hand behind my neck and drew my lips to his. After a moment’s teasing he separated my lips with his tongue which I let lick and explore the inside of my mouth. I had closed my eyes and found that I was entering a new world of ecstasy which was unceremoniously broken by the elevator bell which forced us to part so suddenly that I feared the moment had passed. Upon closing the door to my apartment I didn’t know what to do so I played the polite host and showed.