“Ok, baby girl?” He said and I nodded.He did the same thing with my left.“Ok, sweetheart, just relax and let your eyes adjust. It will feel li...e they are not even there in a few minutes. Sarah, you are up. We need Rose, make it happen. You have 25 minutes.” He said and stood up.I felt someone grab my hair and stretch it out. A brush was running through it. I loved to have my hair brushed. I closed my eyes again and felt my body relax. I felt a hand touch my ankle. I flinched a. Tharin and Coven were my dearest friends but they also saw me as their lord. Even with my closest friends I could not share much about who I really am. Derwen while a strong woman had strangely become very deferential to me since giving birth to my children. I really needed some advice from someone not directly influenced by my power.Captain Hajin was his own man, who was an experienced hand in Convey and Amarian politics. He was a leader of men who decided whom to contract with and who. She was average in body type. Not slim but not chubby either. A bit of a curve but she wore it nicely. I put her around my age at about 32.I finished my beer and went over to her when I saw her at the desert table and introduced myself. She was cuter up close and had a sexiness that seemed to be natural to her. We chatted for some time and found a few common interests, enough for me to ask her to a little coffee house near work a few days later. She accepted happily and gave me her phone. Well, you've burnt your boats now." Well, if he is so unhappy, why hasn't he come and told me the truth?" You don't really know him at all, do you?" Gus was getting testy. "After you saying you didn't want to hear his excuses? After refusing to answer any of his emails or phone calls? You expect him to come running to you after you've married someone else?"But hear this: you know what he said to me when I suggested it? You were married to someone else now, and he didn't want to mess it up for.