It's just a dream, Shhh." No mom, that's just it", I sobbed "It's not just a dream, it's a fucking memory!" I know Jacob, I know" she soothed, still r...cking.After I calmed a bit mother released me. "Jake honey, I will go get you a glass of water and one of your pills. I'll be right back sweety."I watched my mother's slim form walked walk out the door as she headed downstairs to the kitchen, while I rocked back and forth on the edge of my bed. I couldn't stop shaking, I was a fucking basket case. In fact, she did her best to become my best friend. If losing her mother was a disaster, then it would have been a cataclysm to lose her father too."I honestly enjoyed having her around, but she had a huge complex of insecurity because of your absence. You should have seen her the night I took her to the father daughter night with the girl scouts. She knew that I had other things to do, but I dropped them for her. You'd have thought she won the lottery.Victoria said, "She was a girl scout?" She. ‘You do?’ ‘Yes I do.’ After saying that she put her arms around my neck gave me a kiss and just held onto me. ‘Well fine but I will be watching you.’ Justin said. The rest of the day was mostly fishing till about 7 o’clock then we went to the camp again to get the fire going. Justin said me and Bonnie better behave tonight because their parents are joining us later. Since I didn’t have a sleeping bag or tent to sleep in I was going to sleep with Bonnie. Of Course Justin didn’t like that but. But then you'll still have that round little bottom andnarrow waist. Some girls like that in a man." My butt isn't round!" It is now, Rachel. You just don't remember it because you fell asleep,but the doctor took a little fat from your waist and added it to yourhips and rounded out your bottom so that you don't have to wear a paddedgirdle all the time. She didn't do much, just enough. Now go to sleep.I'll check on you later."Hips, boobs, a bubble butt and a vagina! Other than having to shave,.