I was so horny that I almost gave up my puritypledge and offered myself to him. I still remembered the taste of hiscum in my mouth. At that time this ...as the most erotic event in mylife. The problem began the day after. I felt dirty and sick. Whatbothered me was not only the disgusting aftertaste which I stillcould feel in my mouth, but also the fact that I performed such asubmissive act. This revolted me. Suddenly loosing my virginity turnedfrom a dream into a nightmare. In my mind this would. But, if you're asking what the visit is about, I have no idea." Well, they'll be here in about 20 minutes, so hang around, both of you."It was Sunday and we had all returned from church and just enjoyed a light lunch. Right on time the door bell rang and I opened the door. Phillip had a big smile on his face so I didn't think anything was seriously wrong. I welcomed both him and Cindy into our home. I introduced them both to Ellen and my mother, Elizabeth.Mom took over as our social director. I told him I had to make sure he was honest, etc. since he might be living with us so I had several more questions that I needed complete honesty in his answers and he agreed. I asked what type of women he preferred. He answered older women who are not carrying a lot of extra weight. When I asked what he thought of Beth, he said she is really great. Do you find her pretty? Yes. She is 52 years old, petite body, small breasts. Do you find her attractive or even a turn on? After some hesitation. However, I knew I shouldn’t leave immediately and therefore went to the bar and ordered a Coke. I sat on a stool with my back to the door and slowly drank from the glass. As I sat there thinking about what might have been, I felt a cool breeze as the door behind me opened. As I looked over my shoulder I saw a large figure in the doorway. Without appearing too obvious I glanced in the mirror behind the bar and saw the guy walk slowly into the room. With the light from outside behind him I.