The process grated on her nerves. Why couldn’t she just tell him now? But, no, you didn’t do that sort of thing after good sex, and it had been go...d for him, anyway. She made her way out to her car, and drove home. Once there, she showered, to remove the reminder of her failure as a woman. ===<,<,<,+>,>,>,=== “Hi, Lisa,” he said, disturbing her morose little reverie. She jumped, and he lightly set his hand on her shoulder. “Wow, geez. I didn’t mean to startle you. Didn’t get much. He looked really angry with me. He grabbed my neck and dragged me across the bed towards him. He pulled me across his lap.The filthy bastard pushed my head down towards the floor, so that my face was touching the carpet and my ass exposed up in the air.He then began to smack my buttocks with his heavy dark hand.I pleaded with him, begging for mercy, as I felt his hand falling down and slapping hard my naked ass cheeks.At the sound of all this commotion, another three black guys walked in the. There might even be a treat for you this time too!” I watched bemused as she picked up a freshly opened bottle and re-filled our glasses, then announced. “It’s a lovely evening so I thought we’d eat on the patio.” There was a murmur of approval and we all began to drift towards the open patio doors. As she stepped over the threshold I saw Julie stumble a little and heard Gary whisper to her. “Watch the champagne, Jules.” She gave him an angry look. “I’ll be careful,” she hissed, “just make sure. .I washyperventilating a little behind the door, now half open...starting tohave a very unexpected and sudden battle with self-doubt and the mostawful of sissy feelings - self-loathing - ....turning into a panicattack....what do I do?"Trisha?" He must be watching the door, wondering why I'm not comingout. I closed my eyes, and took in a long difficult breath, thensqueaked out, "Coming, Daddy!"I straightened my back, shook out my hair, made sure my eyes were dryand started walking around the.