I know that, I keep repeating it, but I have to do that so that I remember that it is her lead. That said, I want to give her the chance to see someth...ng I'm pretty sure she wants to see but is afraid to ask about.That evening, once again, she'd been out with Stephanie meeting the boys, this time I think again for pizza after a movie. I wondered whether we'd see her that night, probably alone, that was pretty clear, since Steph wasn't going to be staying overnight with Julie this time.It was. She noticed a look on my face. She smiled. She was surprised. ‘You liked it!’ she asserted. ‘Oh my god! Your a little kinkster!’ She felt my crotch. I was hard as a rock and sitting on the bar stool. She was standing in front of me. ‘You dirty asshole!’ she grinned. ‘You want to watch me fuck him? Don’t you? You do? I know you do? You kinky fucker?’ She looked over at him. He wasn’t looking. She kissed me. It was wet. It was tremendous. She went back over to talk to him. The were hugging and. Suddenly she woke up and started shouting, “What are you doing?” and slapped me. I fell on the floor and starts crying asking for her forgiveness.She was kind to me. She took me from the floor and made me sit next to her and told me that it is wrong to do that with your sister. Then I told I saw her in her office with six men. She got shocked by my words. “Sister, I am unable to control my urges seeing you like that. I know you are doing this for our family. Let me do it with you.”She is not. Seemed exactly the same as the way me and John were, only we had never met. I had let GARY know that I wanted to meet him, but that I wasnt sure I would be able to go through with anything. He was ok with that. He assured me all the time that I didnt have to worry about any expectations. He would just mention that if he had a chance to have me, He would make sure I got what I wanted and take his time to make sure I would want it again. He would tease me in our phone calls. Telling me little.