This time I reached towards the floor and pulled up a pair of open toe black pumps. I put them on and looked at myself in the mirror. I got so horny...just looking at myself, because I truly looked and felt like a woman. I scanned the mirror for any sign of looking like me, and I truly looked like a completely different person. I jumped on the bed and slipped out the dildo. It was heavy in my hands, and quickly found that it's heavy in my mouth too. I took in just the head first, like they. I didn't think much of it at the time, but then the same sort of thing happened again not too long after.We were at a restaurant celebrating our aunts 54'th birthday. We took up a whole section of the restaraunt because we have many family members. I was sitting at Sarah's table. I took one glance at her, and saw her sexy outfit..which consisted of jeans and a loose top. The jeans fit her ass perfectly, and the top allowed a good amount of her tits to show, which were a good sized B. This. I don't actually remember anything and I filled with regret about how it happened.I wanted it to be something beautiful. Instead it was confusing. I guess I kind of wanted some kind of intimacy, but he just wasn't nice to me. I know I should tell Tim, I mean, he's my brother and we share everything, but the whole thing is so sad. I just need to push all that out of my mind. Try and pretend it never happened. All I could do at that moment was focus on my image in the mirror.I really don't know. " I like the way you think, you have a solution for every problem." Not every problem, not by a long shot. I'm sure that the next few days will present me with a few we haven't thought of." Now see how kind I am to have removed one of your problems and told you what to wear? Could you help me with some makeup tonight?" Lose a problem, gain a problem. Sure I'll help, but I'm still learning." You know more than I do, anyway. Deb is one of those women who never leave the house without a perfect.