Whether she is secretly off fucking other dudes or not, reasons she is giving me for being less comfortable with having sex with me are valid reasons ...ecause when I deal with them her behavior does change as a result. She just must be one of the hardest women for a sex addict like myself to deal with.She caught me jerking to porn one day, and didn't like it one bit. It made her very jealous. She was like I know I'm not giving you any but blah blah blah. Our relationship is basically based. – Like this?– Ah, yeah. And maul my clitoris with the tip of your tongue.– Like this?– My God, yes. Any bloody woman will fall and crawl around your feet if you can give her head like this. Mmmmvaaa. More at my pleasure button! Yeah, like that! Like that! Switch it on. No, no. No teeth. Be careful. Do it again and again, until I get full and push your head away.I followed her instructions. She approved my move after move with her ‘yeah, yeah’, pushing always her cunt up. Encouraged by her. I was surprised to find how a matured woman can have such a tight pussy. She didn’t give me the third chance and tried to push me away. She again and again said to me, leave me, your dick is so thick that I may die.” now I held her more tightly. I always wanted to fuck a mature lady. I didn’t want to miss that chance. I said to her, “don’t worry aunty. I will do it slowly.” But I knew it can’t be done slowly. It would require a great force and it would be so painful that it can make her. I trust you were actually in two minds, but somehow these words found the way out of my mouthShilpa: Ok now let me have you get my bra and panties from the chair over there on the right side of you. I looked to my right and I found an exquisite chair with her silk bra and panties of red colour there. I went near it and picked them in hand they were really small only 3 triangles and two of them on the bra and 1 on the panty front. The back of the panty was only a string same with the bra. I.