Revisiting the feelings of guilt as she always seemed to do, she questioned what she had done, or, she thought, was it something she hadn't done? Dr. ...izemore had mentioned that teens, perhaps more than at any other time in their life, needed the comfort and security of loving relationships. But how, she questioned, could she have loved Kyle any more? What more could I have given him, she asked herself?She pushed the obvious solution back into her subconscious and sought other answers, but when. Crudele went and opened the door and ushered the dark haired young woman into the foyer. The girl was on the petite side and Mrs. Crudele, in her heels, towered over her. She extended her tanned, manicured hand to the young woman.“You must be Sara, I’m Mrs. Crudele and this is my husband. So glad you could come tonight.”“Yes I’m Sara Felinus. It’s my pleasure to watch your baby. It must be nice to get a break for a change.”“You have no idea. Junior has been a handful and he always cries at. I worked hard to stay in shape, to stay pretty for my husband, but he didn’t care, I didn’t stop trying though, but I did find someone else to try for.. I started online, I guess that’s where most people go, not to mention I was already on the web a lot anyway trying to relieve the issues that my dead sex life was giving me. I learned a few things about myself during those first few weeks, chiefly that I had an addictive personality and that can be dangerous when dealing with internet porn, but. In the darkened car I rambled on, giving examples of the various possibilities of what had contributed to the downfall. The paper was complete, except for the end. I had not settled on a conclusion, what I considered the main factor.While speaking I had directed my reasoning toward Wanda who had nodded from time to time when I emphasized a point. Upon hearing snoring coming from the back seat I kept my voice low and spoke in monotones. But I kept talking, not to entertain Wanda but to see for.