I need you."I was turned on. I was horny. The thought of buggering Lakhi again set my blood on fire. And whether knowingly or not, she was using MY tr...gger phrases like 'I need you' in a perfect, pleading voice that went straight to both my heart AND my loins. Plus, I hadn't gotten laid in a couple of days and I was really, really horny. Still, I protested that I had a lot of homework and told her maybe some other time. And in the end, I managed to slip inside the front door and shut Lakhi. I stupidly say, " that was my first time, I can take it now with no problems." His friends are laughing about it and encouraging him to fuck me in front of everyone. (shot 5) Not wanting to get labeled as gay I am hesitant in letting this happen. After a while they give and we get back to drinking again. One of his friends mentions that he will pay $100 to see Darrell fuck me on the stairs. Drunk, I say, lets do it. They ran upstairs to grab the Vaseline. I stripped down and started. It was a local nut who decided to get liquored up and shoot all the tan and darkly tan people he could find.”He nodded, but continued, “That’s just the tip of the iceberg, so to speak. You start digging and it gets a whole lot messier and uglier.” He paused to drink some tea and I took a bite of my barbecue. When he swallowed, he said, “The woodchuck was just the tip of the spear, so to speak. We’re starting to see a lot of these assholes and they’re coming out of the woodwork. I don’t know if. ”“I try,” I said as my face got hot.“You’ve always done more than try,” Jessica said fondly. “I wish I had ended up on your ship.”“Don’t do less just because you aren’t on my ship,” I said firmly.“I know,” Jessica said. “If I ever make a mistake people might die. I have trained hard.”“How?” Lenore asked. “I’ve watched a few of the simulations and I can’t see how the sleep trainers work.”“I sneak into the simulation rooms at night and run simulations,” Jessica said with a shrug. “I think a few.