Obviously mum had started to dealwith the death of her sibling, rather than ignore it. I wonder how muchthe rest of the family knew. I began to think ...bout Mum's letter to me,the one that had been read out to everyone last night. To die such ahorrible death. To slit ones wrists and die an agonising death isn'tsomething a teenager should ever have thoughts about. How can peopletreat them so bad that it came to that? I still don't understand why Itried, but I know that I can't ever do it again. I. I simply replied with an emogi of a high heel ...15 mins later another message saying 'the keycard is taped to the underside of the picnic table at the bottom end of the carpark..room 325 , third floor , hope you like the gift... until later..x'i replied ' how very KGB of you, i like it , a lot , and i intend to show my appreciation of your simple yet highly effective arrangements later on..im looking forward to being yours to enjoy at your own free will..x' 'Oh i will , count on it' was all he. Don’t worry; I’ll only make you carry my bags for away games.”“Being a freshman sucks!” she grumped, making a face.“You start working out with me. When do you have class?”“My first class is at 10:00 most days and I’m done by 3:30 most afternoons.”“We start at 6:30 and finish the workout by 7:30 then go into our self-defense training from 8 to 9. You can shower and then go to class. I do my skills work in the afternoon, after I study. If you want to do that with me, you can. We have a net in the. Humanity had been it’s own downfall, this self perpetuating downward spiral. All this is a consequence brought on by our own hand. [if you believe in that sort of thing] And we’ll never get away. We’ll never get to take the easy way. He told himself it didn’t matter. They would be alright. That they’d find a better place in this twilight. But the longing that he felt, staring down into the face of the one reason he’d stayed alive made it just too much to comprehend. Too monumental to wrap his.