I want to apologize to you. I remember always thinking how physically abused you were ... how Dad was always using you as a sexual plaything. You'd be...in the kitchen and, when Dad thought I wasn't looking, he would grab your buns. You always sort of melted and kissed him. I always thought you were being abused. I never said anything, but each night I could hear you being tortured. I always thought you were so brave and self-sacrificing."Mom, I know better, now. It really does feel great,. Mr. Teman we called him. All the other girls would go, "Oh, look at him. He's so hot!" or "Look there's Mr.T!" Me. I didn't really see it until seven months ago. Just one day he walking past me, and he winked at me. Just one wink, but it was enough to make me go crazy. Insane even. At first I was wondering why he would wink at me. Then I was wondering why I would even care. I didn't like him, and then slowly he seemed more appealing. I look at his ass, or I'd raise my hand more. Asha, “Theek hai jao ab.”Mohsin ne tab Asha ko apne aur Ayat se rishte ki baat, Shahzad ki demand sab kuch bata diya. Asha ko pehle se sab pata tha aur usne un teeno ke liye apni taange kholne ka mann bhi bana liya tha. Par usne hairan hone ki acting ki aur kuch der ke liye chupchap baith gayi.Kuch der baad woh boli, “Kya tum us ladki ko itna chahte ho?”Mohsin, “Haan.”Asha, “tab to agar tumhara usse nikaah ho gaya to fir to tum mujhe bhool jaoge.”Mohsin, “Kabhi nahi, woh to tum Vikram ko nahi. Somehow I just knew if I let her get inside that door things’d never be the same again. Right then at that moment Amber was the only thing in this entire world that meant anything to me. She always had been. I knew it down in my bones.I grabbed her and tried to wrap her in my arms but Amber is Amber and I shoulda known what was comin’. She may be small but she is a little firecracker and she turned and kicked me square in the shin and then knocked me one right across my jaw!“I hate you! I hate.