With this I kissed her cheek & said goodnight, shut my door & thought that I wouldn't see her again till morning. At 1.30am I awoke with an amazing ha...d on, needing to go for a pee I opened the bedroom door & walked the few feet to the bathroom. On my way back I noticed Karolina's door was a little ajar, being the pervert that I am, I had to have a peep in. As I approached, I could hear mumbling, I slowly pushed the door a little wider, so to see what was happening. Wow, Karolina was on the bed. I was better off eating the carbs. Not to mention the fact that eating all of that red meat caused my blood pressure to spike.Then one night about 3 weeks ago it all changed. Sarah and I were having sex, and I just gave out and collapsed on top of her. She literally couldn't breathe with me on her and it just went downhill from there. We started arguing about my weight as usual, and she finally told me that until I lost at least 50 lbs, we wouldn't be having sex anymore. I left the room and. Apparently, her ride home was going to be someone else. They arrived at the campus just before 1000 hours.After doing some paperwork, Mac showed her to ‘her office.’ The office, about 10 feet square, had a small desk on one side of the room, a high end terminal sat on the desk attached to twin screens, four blank walls, a door that locked – although Mac said she had the numeric code to the keypad at the door – and surprisingly, a tiny toilet room pasted into the corner. A shower curtain wrapped. I think I could breathe, but I couldn't move my arms or legs,and I couldn't talk. I heard my dad toss it off as "he's just got thewind knocked out of him; he'll be okay," and had somebody lift my waistup and down. It only lasted a few seconds, but for those few seconds Iwas really scared. All I could think was I'm your son how could you dothis to me. And then everything came back to normal. From then on,however, I was always afraid of being hurt no matter what I did. I guessthat's why I never.