..oh, I don't know what I wish. That I could have been abetter person, I guess, a different person, the person I saw myself asbeing in my mind's eye. ... understand that no one's perfect, but I'vefailed so badly, fallen so far short. I'm not sure of anything anymore."She stopped, catching herself before going too far, passed the point ofno return. Then, in spite of herself, she decided to press on, to haveit all out once and for all. "I look at the mess I've made of things, ofmy life in general,. .. will have been overcome by smoke fair rapid like.” Blackett gave a half smile at the fireman’s rural accent and use of English, and summarised as he toed a warped whisky bottle, it’s shape giving its own story as to the intensity of the heat that had been generated.“The three witnesses suggest it was in flames when they arrived, they also suggested it was likely the three had been drinking heavily...” He turned to Beatrice, who was still trying to maintain an air of being shocked by the. We fucked and she wanted me to help her shave her pussy. She said that she does it every day. I grabbed the razor and soon she was smooth. We fucked a couple of times before we were done with the shower. And I still don’t remember her name. Or what happened last night. She got dressed and left. All she said was “ I will text you later.” I didn’t even know if she had my number to text me. Trying to go over in my head what had happened. Was I drugged or did I just get so drunk that I could not. Assholeyness is a rare combination in a high-school boy. He may not quite understand that that combination makes him of great interest to girls of all ages in high school, but I think that he’s starting to get a glimmer of the picture. Hopefully, getting that hint won’t cause him to backslide on the asshole scale.”Dad almost lost it by smiling, but held it in, then responded, “I’m sure Brett understands that being talked about in the third person in his presence is de rigeur for girls that are.