I was at a loss to know what to do. I was enjoying our frequent love making, and I didn't want to go a few days without. I looked at the countryside g...ing past the window, at the open paddocks and the bush, and decided to be adventurous. "Have you ever thought about having sex in the bush?", I said.She paused for a minute. "Where would we go?" she said."There's plenty of bush along this road, we could pull off somewhere and make a little love nest for us", I replied."I'm feeling really horny. I felt so much pleasure with her hand. And the thought that she is jerking me off added to that.Next day as usual I went to the office and came back at usual time. After dinner mom came to me and I said ‘Mom today also I want the special treatment like yesterday, it gave me so much pleasure’Mom said, ‘Yesterday I did it because you were tired. Today do it yourself’. I knew it wasn’t going to be easy. But I didn’t back down, I said ‘C’mon mom, it is so much pleasure when its your soft hands. I. “But the dining room food is the best on the ship -- you shouldn’t miss it, especially since it’s your first cruise. Why don’t you join my family at our table?”I demurred, saying I didn’t want to intrude on their family time. But Jim insisted, telling me his family was only five people, and they were placed at a six person table. “So you see, Mark, we have an empty chair just waiting for you,” he said loudly, slapping me on the back.I finally agreed, and he gave me their table number. “Just. I know you like me, maybe even a lot. My brother? I guess the same kinds of things might be true of him. But, when you dumped me like you did...” I started. I could feel myself getting emotional. She looked down.I got up and walked a few feet back to the fence and faced away from her. I didn’t want her to see my tears. Tears of frustration they were now. Frustration over never having been able to garner so much as a smidgen of respect from either of the two of them and likely Jenna either,.