Show Nick those tits you wouldn't let him see in high school."I glanced at the cashier's window. I could see Gary sitting there grinning like an idiot...I moved closer and stood in front of Nick. I reached for the sides of my blouse and started to spread it open to bare my tits for him.Sheryl snapped, "Fuck that! Take your whore top off and let him get a good look."I untied the knot and dropped the blouse, standing in front of another old friend with my tits on display.Sheryl let Nick look for a. More than once I had to use the fantasy of sex with a man to get off with my female lovers.I started exploring my homosexuality when I was thirty-five. I would go to my favorite adult theater, "The Paradise," to watch gay porn and have sex. The Paradise is two theaters in one; a straight theater and a gay theater. Most of the patrons start in the straight theater, but within minutes they migrate to the gay theater. This is where I got all my illicit sex.One night I was at the theater looking. She continued implying that I might like to eat other men’s cum since I was eating my own out of her, and then she started talking about us having a cuckold relationship.She’d say things like, “My friend, Katie, told me that her husband likes to watch her with other men, and he even gets into it and participates by cleaning her pussy afterwards with his mouth. That’s not too much different than you eating your own cum after we fuck.”One night after we had sex and I ate her out, we were cuddling. They dress in kimonos', with punk Geisha makeup." And, we're furnishing the kimonos', I suspect?" Yea. And, doing the makeup. If you will?" You girls! Who's in this band?" Me, Sue, Abby, and..." She looked at Sam. Who looked down at thetable.Miyuki said, "And, Sam?"Sam just nodded his head."And, who may I ask talked you into this?"He pointed at Toshi."Toshi! Why?" We needed a fourth. And, everyone else that's going already had theircostume, I remembered that Halloween a few years ago, and I.