I felt the leather tapping lightly on my backside, then heard it thud on the floor. Was she going to lay into me with something else? But then she spo...e.'This isn't what I want. Come on.'I felt her hand on mine, and she led me upstairs, to her room. To her bed. My head whirled as I tried to make sense of what was happening. Then I felt her lips, her tongue, on my erection and I gave up trying to understand women.Over the next few minutes she brought me to the brink and then down again, then I. Rick was now on the deck with his shorts on, so here is me naked Pam topless Tammy with her top and shorts on and Rick with his shorts on. Rick went to get glasses and the pitcher of Sangrias that I had made the night before when Tammy whispered I have never been naked around a guy, Don’t worry Tammy he will like the way you look. Rick returned and before he could put the tray down I said OK let’s make a deal when we are on the deck let’s all be naked or at least topless, Rick turned to say. I am surehe has ideas. By the way," she said, wrinkling her beautiful littlenose, "you stink. Now go."My mind recoiled violently. Beyond the kink, beyond the disgrace,beyond everything, there was such a thing as compassion. There was suchan action as Samaritan. It flashed quick and it flashed deep, myunderstanding of my world and it hurt badly that I was trapped in it.My wife had let me fall. She hadn't cared then. She didn't now.When her trigger flipped thirty plus days ago, I didn't know what. Less than fifteen minutes later, we were all showered and dressed and back in the kitchen. While we were showering, Jessica had taken her things down to the guest room and unpacked. Jorge was arriving shortly and would use the other guest room, while Leila and Alejandra would use the room vacated when Charlie and George had left for Oklahoma.“Sofia, is your friend Stavros coming any time besides Thursday?” I asked.“He’s spending the week with relatives in Racine. He doesn’t have a car, so I.