I am so sorry for the way I have been, for neglecting you and more if only I’d seen, so many things we have been through can you not see, that I ...m now more than that man I used to be, yes I know it’s too little too late, and have to make do with you as a mate, I am so glad that you I did find, how & why have I been so blind ? Why didn’t I make sure you were happy…? one minute we were five... & now its just me, words and actions now aint enough, to get you back for me that’s just. Kareeb 20 minute chodne ke baad vo boli ki main jhadne vaali hun to main ruk gaya. to voli kya hua to maine bola abhi mat jhado . thori der ruk jaate hain fir karenge . maine apna lund bahar nikaal liya magar vo bhooki sherni lag rahi thi . usne khud ki hi do ungliyan apni chut me daal li aur andar baahar karne lagi.fir maine usse kaha ki ruko main neechey aata hun tum mere upar aajao. to vo maan . gai.fir main neechey let gaya aur vo mere upar baith gai. mera lund ek baar me andar tak utar. She started smiling on my jokes and was looking at me constantly. That look was very different and said some thing, which I was not able to understand. It was almost an hour around 8pm and she was all smiles now and even was cracking jokes now. But she was thinking a lot and was looking at me all the time. She asked me for dinner and I said that food was cooked and kept at home. I asked her why she did not go, she replied that she was depressed and did not want to spoil others mood. Also she. Not since I was three. I have gotten mad enough to spit. But I've never lashed out and broken things, if that's what you mean. It just wouldn't have solved anything." Then you probably won't in the future. We haven't seen anything to indicate that this has changed your personality. It's still you in there, no matter what you are capable of, you are still you."That made me feel better. It didn't kill the fear completely, but it reassured me."Thanks," I said. "That helps." If you get up one.