I had to push my way through the crowds of shoppers in pursuit of her. It was futile. I couldn't see her anywhere ahead of me. Still, I continued on u...til I got to the end of the mall. Maybe she went into one of the stores. I'd backtrack and see if I could see her in a store. I knew it was a longshot, but I had to try. If it was Mary, what would I do? Would I confront her? Accuse her of having me imprisoned? I couldn't bring myself to believe that she would do such a thing deliberately. That. They were looking at dirty pictures on my computer! And a couple of the sites they went to are just full of viruses and other things." I'll see he's taken care of," Shannon said. "Astrid and Genevieve said they'd help."Cynthia's face had hardened slightly, but at the mention of the other two girls, she smiled. "All right, I'll see you guys later."Jared smiled, watching her ass bounce as she hurried toward the library. Then he turned back to Shannon."I'm glad you're all right, at least in here,". Is this just my "first time" experience? Or is it more than that? Is this what it feels like to be in love? I had pushed the notion of love out of my mind, trying not to think like a little girl living in a fairy tale. I didn't want to fall down some terrible hole if "whatever THIS is" turned out to be nothing more than CJ getting a new piece of ass.I lay staring silently into the eyes of the man - what do you call the man who takes your virginity? Shouldn't there be a title for him? Why am I. Oh, and didyou really think you could hide your dresses in the back of the sparecloset? Anyway, when I had the chance at Europe I talked with mom. Itwas obvious to us both that you were pretending to be her. Also itseemed to give such pleasure. I have to admit, that I had stoppedlooking at you as my husband months earlier, so when you thought you werebeing clever asking for us to call you Mary and stopped talking as a man,it was clear who you were becoming. I checked up on you often, had.