I had to find a way to survive and get through it alone. After the first couple of times he forced me to make him ejaculate, I convinced myself that i... didn’t happen. I chose to bury it, put it out of my mind, and never say a word.“It was the everyday, constant darkness of being fence in with no place to go that was the most difficult. It was the feeling of living a meaningless life, and knowing your body, mind, and soul were being used and debased by someone who I thought I could trust. It was. I eagerly sucked it and afterjust a few minutes I recieved the taste I was getting to know well. Isucked several others in close succession before turning to Marcy andsaying, "now it's your turn."Marcy lifted her skirt and I sucked her, wanting to take her all the way,but she pulled out, explaining that she was saving herself for tonight.I got up and we walked out, my cock hard in my pants from all that had justhappened. On the drive back I said, "I'm surprised that Tgirls would go tosuch a. When I showed up the next week, ready to work whether he paid me or not, he sat me down to talk about payment. I did everything he asked me to do and started doing some things without need for his direction. I’d like to say I earned his respect, but since he only ever spoke to me when he wanted me to do something, I never really knew. This was different though. Danielle was asking for something from me that I wasn’t sure I could deliver. As accepting as she might find me, I didn’t believe that. Her: I think I’ve done my part alreadyMe: You said anything I want. You might like it, let’s just see what it looks like. I didn’t give her a chance to protest again and untied the bow knots in the middle of it and started pulling all of the slack out of the laces. I started at the top and bottom and worked my way towards the middle. Her: Holy crap honey, it feels like you’re cutting me in half. Me: Here, put your hands up against the wall and breathe out. She did, and I managed to.