About 9 weeks into the pregnancy I suffered a miscarriage and cried on my own for a couple of weeks. Then I looked at myself in the mirror, cleaned my...elf up and started into a counseling program at the church which helped me a great deal. I had a great counselor who helped me see that I was the party who had been wronged. I had been taken advantage of by an unscrupulous person who cared nothing for me. It wasn’t my fault that Allan had traded on my faith and trust in my instructors to seduce. The red and green lights, like christmas decorations on a busy highway, showing their directions of movement. Perhaps my father was out there, dragging his nets, praying for the bounty that had supported our family as I had grown up. But that wasn't why I was here. That wasn't what had called me back to the sea.Feeling the warm, wet sand under my feet I began to stroll along the line of surf. Glancing out at the fleet I missed the innocence that I had possessed in my youth. Growing up on a. I'm here because I'm drawn to cum junkies. I'm a predator and this is my feeding ground. As I watched the innocent looking young lady making her way to the front of the gathering I felt eyes on me and I looked around and saw them all looking at me. Brenda, Julie, Mary Jo, Beverly and Joyce; they all knew what I was sitting there thinking and they also knew that they wouldn't say anything to anybody about it. I had that kind of power over them and they all feared that I would exercise that power. 45 the Saturday morning meeting area was almost full. Helena, Fred, Zac and Suzanne managed to get four chairs near the back of the hall together. At 9.55 Andrew and Jane entered to a surprising large group. In the front seat were the ladies from the previous meeting all looking happy. Moody Morgan had not appeared.At 10 am Andrew started the meeting. Everyone had to sign in when they entered and he found there was over 75% of unit holders in attendance. He gave an overview of the investigation.